love me..if u dare

Never Say" I love you"
if you don't really care,
never talk about feeling
if they aren't really there.
Never hold my hand
if you're going to break my heart.
Never say you're to,
if you never plan to start.
Never look into my eyes
if all you do is lie.
Never say hello,
if you really mean goodbye.
If you really mean forever,
then say you will try.
Never say forever '
cause forever makes me cry.

my dear...kopi

Somewhere someone is thinking of you.
Someone is calling you an angel.
This person is using celestial colors to paint your image.
Someone is making you into a vision so beautiful
that it can only live in the mind.
Someone is thinking of the way your breath
escapes your lips when you are touched.
How your eyes close and your jaw tightens
with concentration as you give pleasure a home.
These thoughts are saving a life somewhere right now.
In some airless apartment on a dark,
urine stained, whore lined street
someone is calling out to you silently and y
ou are answering without even being there.
So crystalline. So pure. Such life saving power when you smile.
You will never know how you have cauterized my wounds.

semerah qaseh matahari

Teman...dalam kesuraman sinaran matahariku yang mula pudar...tidak ku sangka ada cahaya yang tiba2 muncul tanpa ku ketahui arahnya selama ini..cahaya yang memberikan sinar lebih terik membakar ...cahaya yang aku dambakan cahaya yang aku cari...berhasil jua ku rasai kehangatannya..Terima kasih YaAllah akan kurniaan cahya ini...chaya kesucian..tulus ..ku berharap cahaya ini milik ku sampai akhir hayatku...bia ku mati dalam pangkuan chaya terindah dalam hidup ku...Amin Alhamdulillahirobilalamin...

AnsoriZain _still